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Coffee EP

by hanagrace

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1.
Need Love 03:42
I've been bleeding for so long, the world used me like a punching bag. I thought that I could protect me. I put myself in a prison cell. Now I'm wondering if I can lay down these walls I've been holding up, for so long. I've been alone, for so long. 'Cause I'm scared, and I'm tired, and I don't know if I can make it on my own. And I don't know if you're the one I've waited for so long. I've been faking for so long, I play the role that you wrote for me. I wear a mask when I'm dancing, but all I want is to just be free. Now I'm wondering if I can lay down these walls I've been holding up, for so long. I've been alone, for so long. 'Cause I'm scared, and I'm tired, and I don't know if I can make it on my own. And I don't know if you're the one I've waited for so long. If I need love, if I asked for love, could you give love, could you show me love? If I need love, if I asked for love, could you give love, could you show me love? 'Cause I'm scared, and I'm tired, and I don't know if I can make it on my own. And I don't know if you're the one I've waited for so long.
2.
My Addiction 03:51
Would you slip under the waves with me? Into the deep, we'll go together. Well I've got a question, do you have an answer? Do you see all the way to my soul, when you look in my eyes with those piercing irises? You're a drug and I'm so high on you, I can't look away to save my life. You are my addiction and I can't put you down. Can I see into your thoughts and your mind? Can I understand your heart? This may not be the healthiest thing for me, but this is where I am today. Well I've got a question, do you have an answer? Do you see all the way to my soul, when you look in my eyes with those piercing irises? You're not a drug but I was high on you, couldn't look away to save my life. You were my addiction but I have put you down.
3.
If life is a test, well it seems that I'm failing. It makes me seriously consider bailing. With shaky fingers, I feel the trigger. Point blank to the head will do it, that's what I figure. If I have no hope, what is left? A few good friends, screw the rest. 'Cause everything's better without me messing it up. And I'm kinda tired, I guess I've had enough. Rescue me, 'cause I don't wanna die alone. Rescue me from this great darkness. Rescue me, 'cause I don't wanna live alone. Rescue me from this great darkness.
4.
Sunrise 03:37
Honey, don't let your fears take you for a ride. This world's a hard place to live. So when you feel the darkness catching up to you, just hold on, 'cause I'm here for you. I will hold you in my arms through the night, through impending doom. We can hide from the monsters, and laugh out loud together, we can run from the bad guys, and sit, and watch the sun rise. A slight exaggeration of the mind can ruin a day or a year, So hang in there my dear. I guess there's not much else that you can do, but I gotta say that I care about you. I will hold you in my arms through the night, through impending doom. We can hide from the monsters, and laugh out loud together, we can run from the bad guys, and sit, and watch the sun rise. Well darlin', I know just how you're feeling, I've waited all my life to be free, but my past keeps chasing me, yes it does, so when the fear closes in on you, you can think of me, 'cause you know I'm strugglin' too, you're not alone, no, you're not alone. 'Cause I will hold you in my arms through the night, through impending doom. We can hide from the monsters, and laugh out loud together, we can run from the bad guys, and sit, and watch the sun rise. 'Cause it's gonna rise, the night is over, the sun's gonna rise, let's watch it rise.
5.
She drinks her coffee like it's a drug. She makes believe she's got someone to love. She made a mess, can't clean it up. She wonders if anyone cares at all. And it aches in her head tonight and she fakes, sayin' "it's alright," as she breaks, and the madness swallows her whole. And she hates how they're judging her and she hates how they look at her so with eyes wide she just stares off into the future And she drinks her coffee like it's a drug. She makes believe she's got someone to love. She made a mess, can't clean it up. She wonders if anyone cares at all. She is crying in the shower, she's reliving every hour, wishing she could change the words she said and the way she looked at him. She was too much, she was not enough, she was rejected for who she was, and now she's sitting crying all alone. So she drinks her coffee like it's a drug. She makes believe she's got someone to love. She made a mess, can't clean it up. She wonders if anyone cares at all. And it aches in her head tonight and she fakes, sayin' "it's alright," as she breaks, and the madness swallows her whole. And she hates how they're judging her and she hates how they look at her so with eyes wide she just stares off into the future And she drinks her coffee like it's a drug. She makes believe she's got someone to love.

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These songs are seven years and a whole lot of heartache in the making. This is for anyone who has felt pain and loneliness and the longing to connect.

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released August 26, 2017

Thanks to Rob Gedelian of Good Alien Music for recording all tracks but Coffee Like a Drug and producing all tracks including the final version of Coffee Like a Drug.

www.goodalienmusic.com

And special thanks to Mark Doubleday for recording Coffee Like A Drug, and adding cello, violin and keys.

markdoubleday.bandcamp.com

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hanagrace Omaha, Nebraska

hanagrace was born and raised in the San Francisco Bay Area in California. She started writing in her teens, but didn't get officially recorded until an impromptu road trip in 2016 that spanned 3 months and included over 30 states in the continental US. ... more

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